Road Trip!

On Memorial Day weekend, we headed to San Antonio! This would be Emily's first extended road trip, her first time to meet her Uncle Elliot and the rest of the Wade/Posson clan, and her first attempt at the pool.

The trip there was exhausting. We didn't get to leave town until around 6:30PM on Friday because we had to wait for Ben to get off work. Emily was already getting tired and fussy, and being in the carseat was pretty close to the last thing she wanted to do. So, we had about 30 minutes of blood curdling scream half way into the trip. It doesn't sound that bad when I write it out, but it was hard listening to that and not being able to do anything about it! We got to Grams and Gramps' house at about 10PM. We immediately changed her into her pjs and then let her meet her Uncle Elliot and soon-to-be Aunt Bree for a while before putting her to bed.

Checking this guy named Uncle Elliot out!

Watchin' TV with Dad on Saturday morning! I'm getting good at holding my head up!

I had changed into my bathing suit and Great Grandma Posson wanted to hold me. She laughed and laughed at all my funny expressions!

(The pool was no fun! Mom slathered me up with sunscreen and stuck a hat on my head all for about 20 seconds in the pool! The water was too cold...she should have known I would hate that!)

Great Uncle Mark had a special touch! I slept on him for close to 2 hours!

Daddy makes me smile!

Grams and Gramps let Mommy and Daddy go on a date Saturday night, so they got to feed me, change me, and give me a bath! Here I am splashin' in the water!

The trip home was much better! We left around lunch time on Monday, and she was in a much better mood. We had to stop on the side of the road to change a couple of poopy diapers, but other than that she did great on the way back! All in all, a good trip and a fun time at Grams and Gramps'!

2 Month Check-Up

No new pictures or anything, but I wanted to post an update on Emily's 2 month doctor visit and her stats. She DID NOT appreciate the shots! However, she didn't seem to have any reaction to the immunizations (other than screaming her head off when she got stuck!). She never ran a fever and was not any fussier than normal...thank goodness! Her stats were as follows:

Head circumference: 15 5/8 inches (90th percentile)

Weight: 12 lbs. 3 oz. (80th percentile)

Length: 23 5/8 inches (90th percentile)

She's gained 5 1/2 pounds and has grown nearly 5 inches since she was born! She's a healthy, growing girl, and the doctor gave her an A+!!! We are so thankful!

Long Time No Blog...I Know, I Know!

Emily is now 2 months old, and I haven't blogged since she was born...I know, I know! Let's just say that adjusting to being a mom has been hard. I had some pretty rough baby blues for the first 4 weeks or so, and I'm still trying to figure this whole mom thing out! So...I'm sorry I haven't posted pictures in a while, but this post should catch you all up.

Here's a rundown of what's been going on with Emily since she was born. She had a little jaundice when she was new. She had to have her bilirubin count tested (heel pricked) 3 times which I think was harder on mama than it was on Emily! We sat her in her swing in the window, and she got over that in the first few weeks. At her one month appointment, she weighed 9 lbs. 8 oz. (60th percentile), was 21 3/4 inches long (75th percentile), and her head was 15 inches in circumference (90th percentile). The doctor gave her an A+! Since then, she has continued to grow...a lot! We put her on our bathroom scale a few days ago, and she was close to 12 lbs. Her 2 month check up is scheduled for tomorrow morning, so we'll know for sure what her current weight and length are then. She also receives a bunch of immunizations tomorrow, so pray for us!!! She has gotten very good at holding her head up. She laughs, smiles, kicks, and coos all day long! She started sleeping through the night on the 13th of this month, and last night actually slept 9.5 hours...Mommy has been very thankful for that! She's a handful, but an absolute blast! Here are some pics picking up from about a week old to just a few days ago....

You can see the jaundice in the whites of my eyes. :(

My first bath...I hated sponge baths, but now that my umbilical cord has fallen off and I can sit in the warm water, I LOVE bathtime!!!

Sunbathing in my swing when I still had jaundice. Those headrests have been taken out because I'm now too long for them! I was sooo tiny!

Auntie Katie & Uncle Chris came to visit for Easter! She's my favorite Aunt! :)~

My Uncle Chris is a hero! He's a Marine and currently in Afghanistan serving our country. When he comes home in 6 months, I'll be a big girl!!!
Big yawn!!!

Daddy loves to hold me when he gets home from work!

No pictures while I'm sleeping please!

I said no pictures!

Whoa baby!
Naptime...

Ugh...waking up from that nap!

All fresh and clean after bathtime!

Chillin' in my robe!

Passed out on the couch...

Mommy was burping me, and Daddy was talking to me. I started laughing and smiling at Daddy, so he grabbed the camera to get a few smiley pics!

Daddy's funny!

Whoa! What's he doing now?

That was hilarious!!!

They're not kidding when they say having a baby changes everything! But I can't imagine my life without her! I love you, my Emmy B!!!

The Birth Story!

Emily Bly Posson was born on Friday, March 19 at 8:51PM. She weighed 6lbs., 11 ounces and measured 19 inches long. Those are her stats...now here's how she got here!

On Thursday morning at 8:00AM, I pulled into the hospital's parking garage intending on just going to my 38 week appointment. This was the appointment my regular doctor would not be seeing me because she was on Spring Break with her kids. I had a normal visit...I was still not dilated and had no effacement. The only thing was that my blood pressure was really, really high. As most of you know, I struggled with my blood pressure throughout the pregnancy, but that day was different. Usually my high blood pressure is due to anxiety, and I can tell you before you put the cuff on me whether I will give a high reading or not. Well, I felt totally calm and was still giving a 156/97 reading! The doctor had me lay down in the exam room for about 5 minutes, and the nurse came back to retake it. It came down, but not enough...136/94. The bottom number was just too high. So, Dr. Durrani sent me over to labor & delivery to be monitored. At this point I was scared to death! Ben had not come with me to this appointment, so there I was in a hospital gown, in a tiny room, laid on a bed, with straps around my belly and a blood pressure cuff taking my pressure every 15 minutes all by myself! They took my blood and a urine sample to test for preeclampsia symptoms and told me it would take a few hours, so I called Ben to come on over to be with me. After Ben arrived, my blood pressure started to come down, and my urine sample showed no protein, so I expected them to come in any moment and tell me I could go home. Well, the blood test came back and Dr. Durrani came in with the report. She told me my blood platelet count was low. Normal is 140,000-400,000. Mine was 94,000. She told me if the count continued to drop, there would be bleeding risks and a possibility of no epidural! She suggested that since I was 38, almost 39 weeks along, we should go ahead and deliver! I was excited, but still scared out of my mind! We called our parents to tell them Emily would be here some time on Friday!

They then moved me to a labor & delivery room around 4:00PM and started me on the pill that would start the dilation process. The main job of the cytotek is to open everything, but it also can start contractions as well...which it did. So my labor actually started around 4:00PM on Thursday and would last a total of 29 hours. They started me on the pytocin drip around 9:00AM on Friday morning, and as they plugged it in to my IV, I was told my blood platelet count had gone down further to 85,000 and the anesthesiologist would not perform an epidural on me because of the risk of bleeding in the spine. So, I was going to have to go all natural! Again, I was terrified!

After that, the contractions started to get stronger and stronger and closer and closer together. I tried to practice my breathing that we'd gone over in the prepared childbirth class, but towards the end it was so painful, it was all I could do to take in a deep breath and then let out a loud, gutteral groan. A lot of the sequence of events between the hard contractions and when she was actually born are quite a blur to me. I can't remember what I said, I don't remember who was there (other than Ben), and I didn't care about anything other than getting her out! Ben did a great job...he held my hand and let me squeeze the ever loving crud out of his, and helped me remember to breathe. I do remember seeing the look in his eyes...it was a pained expression that said he wished he could go through it for me. I love him dearly!

Around 8:30PM, it was time to start pushing...I pushed maybe 9-10 times (again, a lot of this was a blur) for about 20 minutes and little Emily Bly was born and screaming her head off! They laid her on my stomach while Ben cut the umbilical cord, and all I remember saying was "Oh, I love you" over and over as I petted my new baby girl! Emily, Ben, and I stayed at the hospital until Sunday afternoon and were then discharged to go home. We're all doing wonderfully!

Thank you to everyone who prayed for us during the pregnany and during the labor & delivery. I'd like to ask that you continue to pray that Ben and I will be the godly parents Emily needs. My heart's desire at this moment is that she's happy, healthy, and that we're able to one day lead her to the Lord that so graciously gave her to us!

The day after Emily was born...

Dressed in Aggie gear, ready to go home...

About to head out to her first doctor's appointment and looking pretty ticked about it :)~...

Tummy Tracker at 38 Weeks

New pics of the belly as promised...37 weeks, 6 days...

I don't think I can get any bigger!!! It's gettin' to be a pretty tough job luggin' this thing around! :) Hopefully, it won't be too much longer!

No Group B For Me!

Well, it's been 2 weeks since my last post, and not a whole lot has happened in that time. I found out I do NOT have Group B strep, so I do not have to receive antibiotics during delivery! Praise God for that answered prayer! I am still not dilated. My doctor said yesterday, that I have some softening happening, but everything is still closed. She could tell I was disappointed and told me not to internalize it because I can't control when it happens. Well, of course not! I don't feel guilty! I'm just plain tired of being pregnant! She told me if I don't have her by my due date (which is the 30th), she will go ahead and induce me. She doesn't want the baby getting much bigger. So, we know that some time in the next 2 1/2 weeks, little Emily will make her appearance! She was wriggling around this morning right after I woke up, and I told Ben that she said good morning, and then said "Just think! In at least 2 1/2 weeks, you'll get to KISS her good morning!" His eyes got kind of big, but he also had a big smile creep across his face. We're both really excited about meeting her!

Another prayer request...my doctor is going out of town with her kids next week for Spring Break! When she told me this I said, "Oh Lord, I'll have this baby when you're not here!" She said, "No you won't, Andrea! You're going to cross your legs and hold her in because I would be insulted if you had this baby while I'm not here!" :)~ I'm praying she's right. She'll be back at work on the 22nd, so Emily just has to stay put for another 10 days. I know it doesn't really matter who delivers the baby as long as they're an MD, but I'd really like my doctor to be there since I've gone through all of this with her and she knows me, my personality, and my issues. I do have another check up next week, but it will be with a different doctor.

I realize I haven't posted belly pictures in a long while, so I will have Ben take some pics this evening and post them then. Today is also my last day of work...Ben and I have decided I will attempt being a stay-at-home mom. We're stepping out in faith that this is what the Lord wants us to do. We're going to be dirt poor, but He's never left His own begging bread on the streets! We have confidence that He will provide!

"Let the children come to me..."

Something I've been wanting to post about but kept forgetting was the baby shower that Ben's Awana kids (K-5th grade) gave us last week. If you didn't know, Ben is the Games Director for the Awana program we have at our church. He coordinates and plays games with the kids during their rec time on Wednesday nights. The kids found out "Mr. Ben" was going to be a dad and told the Awana Director that they wanted to give him a surprise baby shower!

I was very excited about this because I love to hear the funny things kids say and couldn't wait to see what they would bring for Emily and for Ben! When they came in, they were so excited! Since the shower was supposed to be a surprise, Ben did a great job of acting like he didn't know what was going on when they started handing him presents. The other Awana leaders brought drinks and cupcakes for the kids to have while we opened gifts. So, they chowed down and yelled out which presents he should open in what order! It was so much fun to watch them be excited about what they had brought. They asked questions like, "What is the baby's name?" "Is it a boy or a girl?", and my favorite, "When is the baby's birthday?" Oh, how I wish I knew the answer to that question! :)

Emily got more clothes and we even received some things off the registry, but my favorite gift of all was the simplest! It was not fancily wrapped...in fact, it came in a purple paper lunch sack. Inside was a small bottle of baby wash and 2 quarters. This was not a gift to write home about, but it was from the heart of a child. When we got home that evening, I told Ben how special I thought that gift was. I said, "Do you realize how self sacrificial that $.50 gift was? Do you see how much those kids love you?" That $.50 was most likely part of the child's allowance or some of their savings from birthday money, or a number of other possibilities. The point is, instead of buying something for themselves with it, they chose to give it to Ben and bless us both with their giving heart.

The Lord used that simple gift to teach us what giving is about. It's not about how much you can give; it's the sacrifice behind it. Luke 21:1-4 says: "While Jesus was in the Temple, he watched the rich people putting their gifts into the collection box. Then a poor widow came by and dropped in two pennies. 'I assure you,' He said, 'this poor widow has given more than all the rest of them. For they have given a tiny part of their surplus, but she, poor as she is, has given everything she has.' "

The Lord also used that simple gift to remind us that we're each to have the heart of a child. Matthew 18:1-4 says: "About that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, 'Which of us is greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven?' Jesus called a small child over to him and put the child among them. Then He said, 'I assure you, unless you turn from your sins and become as little children, you will never get into the Kingdom of Heaven. Therefore, anyone who becomes as humble as this little child is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven.' "

Every time I think about that gift, I tear up at the thought of the love behind it and the lessons the Lord brought to me through it. Thank you, Awana kids, for blessing us so!